crossroad blues

That was the coldest night that I remember.
and knew that would be my last. Played in a small bar as usual, when I felt a feeling I never felt. Listened to all the barks side, but what would it be? and because no one listened? I ran, was the only thing I thought at that moment, to flee, was my only way out. And I ran to the nearest harness and locked myself there. But the barking has pursued me, and I knew there were dogs barking in common, and also knew they were behind me. I locked the door and held the harness using all my strength to at least try save my useless life. Until the door was open and was thrown to the ground, the dogs of hell I had been shot down, and I could not do anything for me save, count on was that some milgare happen even at that moment I already was no longer a god. Dogs scratched me like knives cutting me, was the part of the deal, musical ability and my soul.
That was the deal and had already gotten my time. In my last moments I remember that night when I decided to change my life direction. Crossroads were everywhere, and decided to pay to see. Some strange objects of witchcraft and my picture, buried in the center and waited. I looked everywhere and suddenly a woman appeared, her eyes were red and it was a very attractive woman. And asked for talent, talent just for my soul, that was it, and close the deal. Over 5 years, was all I had left, 5 years.
And had passed and that was my time to meet such a hell.

love

Love the memories that you have of childhood, those thousand and one purple knees and the first steps on skates. Love is when you child and find that your father is the bigger man in this world, but love it when you find it is rather the most important. Love the hug from a true friend and you discovered that together you conquered the world just sitting under a tree. Love when you discover that there is only a friendship like that, and that during life you discover that each person passes you in the right phase, making this unique moment. Love your smile but love one more smile for you. Love the first flower and chocolates that you win, save the box and sigh repeatedly when you look at. Love the embrace of your mother after a long conversation about love and friends. Love the one Sunday in the family. Love all your birthdays. Love the butterflies, but love it when they fly into you and oh yeah, love. Love people who are not always with you, but that make a difference. Love that vacation of a week that you met eternal persons. Love that good old-time friend who says "I always rooting for you" every defeat or your victory. Love children, and dog mess obvious. Love and celebrate the sunset but love more he's being born. Love your luck, your hair and your clothes. Love your designs and your music. Love your fears, loves that which is passed, what happening and what is to come, just love. And after a time that you love, if you love, start all over again but this time, do differently, teach someone to love you.

about me

I won't create a text where I called beautiful, nice, authentic, but I also did not participate in your group nasty, where the only thing in the world that you see, are you and yourself, this is very hypocritical to me.I think fair to judge the other, I think people need, do not have any power to judge someone, and I do not know I let loose to the world judge.I will apologize to their tattered or their problems without solution, I have my problems, all the world is, and who can really solve the who created it.I accept any kind of opinion about me, but be careful about the words you will use. I love to give advice, make me well, and some say that my ideas are not so relevant, but listen carefully, what I say is what I think, not what you want to hear, and if not want to hear just cover their ears and ignore, but then not tell me that I was not warned. Music, if I could only live it, and I think that is what the world is need, people should stop worrying about what happens around you and hear some music. Oh, of course, does not come in my life, unless I want, nor is her goal, you do not know me, and not have to stay think about what I do or would do. I have no limits, the only limits that I am myself, I make the rules of my game, and if someone does not want to understand and speak it to speak. Friends to me are not numbers, like the few, and are a few that I trust, not people choose to go with me so that I seem popular in their eyes, I do not care what you think of me. I do not hate anyone, just feel sorry for being so unable to blind themselves. I never really fell in love with anyone, even someone that I hope you feel it. Sometimes I lie, because I like or to make others feel good, and not everything I say is one hundred percent true. I will not rot in place, and not with a normal life and proper, that is not for me. I totally love the sky, I have no words in a good tone to describe it, just look at him, and feel, you will understand. My dreams will not get the wind, you can be sure, and those who doubt, are not so small some of these questions, and if you want to laugh, laugh, soon I will be laughing at you guys, it's just a matter of time. I hate people forced, coming into a style, or like a band just because it is fashionable to me are all losers without own reviews. And sorry if it seems thick, not afraid, I did not hurt anyone, just my opinions are expressed by a few letters, and excuse the kind of tone I used, but who knows well, people will understand me as I want to be understood .

time doesn't stop

Love is the ridiculous in life. We demand him an impossible purity, a purity that is always calling. Life came and took me with her. Luck is leaving yourself and accept that vague idea of paradise that pursue us, beautiful and soon, like butterflies that live only 24 hours. Dying doesn't hurt.

if you only knew

For others maybe just a pretty face, but not for me. Generally what I usually hear from the girls, is that they love Joe because he's pretty. But for me is so different. Do you know why I love you Joseph? For the simple fact you're a normal person, with your defects and qualities, that is what captivated me about you. For the simple fact that you never let it disappear. I do not know whether it was the smile, the eyes, the fun, I really do not know, but I know that you had something that I drew more attention than I thought. And love you hurts, it hurts because I am not sure that it is real, it really is something that hurts so much. And it all revolves around my life, I breathe it, is something so good to feel. And I know that this will always here with me, whatever happens

keep it real

Who says that my dreams I can't make real?
I can, you can, we can all have everything we want just ourselves believe that we can, and do not need that others believe in us. Everyone will always doubt you, but when you get there they'll learn that could be accredited instead of laugh of his plans fools. And there you'll learn and teach that dreams are and always will be important. And those people who doubt now because they don't have to believe in and not have time to dream of something that will happen. Believe me, all dreams take place whether they are small or things that the eyes of others is impossible, but for you is the easiest thing in the world. Learn to fight for them, to believe are real, all are. Now you can look forward and see everything away. Later you'll look back and see what was really far from the time they were only dreams, because they'll now be reality.

I hate you

Today I finally had the certainty of everything that was happening in my head.
You, you really are the people most hypocritical, futile, silly, there are so many words I could use just to say something. How I despised you.
And still insisting that with such attitudes repugnant you will receive something in return? From me you can even receive my eternal contempt for you.
You may not believe me now, but later you will see how I was right and will regret every second of you, you just threw away.
Don't say I never warned you, and when finally you are alone in the darkness I pess hand.
I never did question of you have by my side, I never did question that was my friend, I even did not matter to meet you.
But one thing I do question, you see I grow before your eyes, you see all my dreams coming true.
And you can laugh of my face, soon I going to be laughing of your.

Joseph

My words are the most sincere of my mouth that have left.
All that I feel may be madness, but madness is this that keeps me alive.
Joe I really don't like you, the person I really love with all the pride is Joseph, the person behind the reviews, photos. This is the person for which I breathe every day of my life, this is the person I admire.
Today I don't know if I can live without it.
If you at least knew of everything that I try to talk.
My life depends on it every day that passes, and become stronger than me.
Much as I is miles and miles away from you is as if every day I feel closer.
What I feel is not the same thing to say you are beautiful or something, to me you is not just another pretty face, coveted by all, all that is something entirely different.
One day I'll prove to you it and say the best way I can.
And I will be here forever trying to prove that you is not lie.

I won't be here forever

Understand something, nothing will be as before. At least try to put it in your head child, as my words that you refuse to listen. Try to pass all that the people lived, and that changed everything happened, all you did and failed to do, all their errors, their immature attitudes. Now see if you insist on blaming those who really should be condemned. I don't blame you for anything that happened, as I should, but if you were so infantile as to blame me for their mistakes, I at the end of the day can be the simple fact that children tell the truth. You insist on saying that you are right when the only culprit here was you. See now how many times I tried to explain things when you insisted on leaving them darker without you could not even see the mistakes that left the road. I don't know if more should have lost my time trying to help you stop you end up with us, or that the end would be better if everything had finished. Today all my feeling no longer exists, everything that I thought you also ceased to exist and that need not end with these words that are hurting me if you had not acted in such a way that day that made me change in absolutely everything, mainly on you. After all the words and feelings played out, you finally learned to regret something you did?
But don't worry, time will pass, things will change and people and I don't need my revenge because the time will give you what you deserve: sense. I don't regret a thing I did, but one day you'll regret for every moment that you couldn't take and when you are in darkness, won't ask for my hand. Because as I wish you no harm, no wish you well at all.

accounts to pay

I don't know more about who or what to believe.
Sometimes my heart says I should leave as is but I can not hear anything they say to me. And sometimes that is the best there is that, ignoring everything and everyone.
I did'nt wait to get rid of one to finally win outros. I want to breathe again and not much time to breathe. Want to live and not live to time. Want to do the things I did, I want to talk with whom I didn't spoke, I wanna return to my life, Iwanna return to my dreams, my beliefs, I want back everything that was mine by right.
And you know why I lost all this? Why I was so stupid as to believe in something and someone who never existed and never will exist.
Yes, you!
All the ideas I wrote about him were futile and childish, not myself know why all of this.
Maybe I had created this projection of you I feel happy or maybe I avoid any kind of suffering.
But today I finally opened my eyes and enxerguei truth of who you are. One thing that I refused to see, now finally I can see very clearly.
I regretted all of the concepts that I one day I paid to you on you.
You live in a world a part, you think the world revolves around you, without realizing that others have your back.
You have attitude and ridiculous as if someone you call something you do or speak.
Only by thinking that way you can see that you boyishness is not missing.
And if one day fly yet is so stupid as to not know why everything is finished, there is a tip: stop to look in the mirror and see what it reflects because the answer will be before your eyes.

lies

People are so stupid as to think that with these ridiculous intrigues will affect me in anything, as if they speak or think something would change in my life.
You really think it will do any lack in my days, I really will miss you after all that I saw, heard and felt?
If dane, you and all your concepts about me, they do not affect me, nothing's coming to you affects me, you're only one in the world that others will be able to do with you what I didn't have courage of make you suffer.
You really think that with stupidity, attitudes to at least try to opinion man, you win something?
Well, I'm sorry to inform you, but you're entirely wrong, as always, and think I'll continue here, suffered by a person so poor and futile as you.
Later you'll see how I'm right and you will see how much it was ridiculous, but even there, I will seek.

friends

I discovered today that I have the best friends in the world.
People who will never leave me.
They brought me that time, to replace those that he leads, the others I have tried to deliver it.
People who are after all always be by my side, never, never turn your back to me in my moments, whether good or bad.
These are people who like us for what we are, without worrying what others will think.
Now think, in his day, few friends of truth, isn't it?
Learn one thing. The time will always be one that will get them from us, but we must not abandon the few and good.
We keep each one as they are gifts given to us.
They're like flowers in our gardens.
And in order els are the only things we left.

pesquisar

love is a funeral

Of hearts, is an ode for cruelty when angels cry blood on the birth of flowers damn. When love is a gun, separating me from you and I, we used to be together, everyday together, always. I can not believe that this could have an end, but it seems you're letting go. I only know that you are saying, then, please stop explaining, do not tell me because it hurts, do not ask, I know what you're thinking, I don't need your reasons. Our memories, they can be inviting but some are quite frightening as we die, both you and I, with my head in my hands, I sit and cry.
And today I can see that there is no happily ever after, that everything always ends.
Remember when we came to believe that everything was forever without knowing that forever, ever end?
I really do not know today that most believe, it really ended, and was not just us, I just also tripped in my step, it falls on me it came down on all my feelings. And now where are you, I promised to be here, who said that everything would last not even hold our lives and die in our dreams and our arms full of what a day was all lies, our love?
Where is everything that you said for me that you feel?
I honestly don't know, I think it was the same place that the person I thought you were is.
Today you're no longer here,like my dreams, my beliefs and my life.

But for pure stupidity on my part I'll continue loving you for a while. I can't deny that.

pesquisar

the wrong person

Have you stopped to thinking about how we need a person wrong? And how many times we're the wrong people?
Yeah, sometimes we just try and just perfect for people suffering from these persons that we consider perfect.
And you thought that perhaps the perfect person is our imperfect person? A person who sometimes is well in front of us and we're the only ones who do not understand?
Or when we think ''that girl or that boy is right for me, is perfect, does everything right, on time, really is my perfect person'' but consider this phrase, see how wrong these people judging from perfect, the perfect, most of them are what make us suffer the most hurt us and always will be.
Begin your search now imperfect person, this is perhaps the love of your life.
Sometimes our ''perfect'' person is so far from us, but sometimes not so close that we realize this, we feel that something is in our head, but it's all true.
Consider now the perfect person, did things that people are perfect? She made you happy?
It's perhaps this is our problem, not perfect people are perfect and the imperfect order of the accounts are perfect for us.
It is the law of life, so everything works, but for that we are always looking for perfect people missing? I really don't know answer this question, but today I have to search for people and to perfect it to suffer for that were perfect and imperfect start to love these and yes I'll. How many times we aren't the imperfect and perfect of other people? I hope I have been one of those two. The imperfect.

dreams

All say that's stupid stop dreaming, but you stopped to think what is missing in the lives of each?
For people to believe in dreams for fear that it will not take place, perhaps this is the first step to it becomes real, the belief.
Dream is really what we have to our of impenetrability our.
Dreams are good things, is good dream, we are more pleased, evaded the more close to reality, we are so happy that consequently they end up performing in front of our eyes.
Don't stop believing in their dreams, be sure to be yourself, cover your ears for people who don't have to believe in and they criticize us for what our dreams are big shit without foundations, we live in a society futile, don't miss your essence.
Nothing is really impossible, can be what we want to be, who want to be, doing what we do, and nothing or anyone can take that from us, nobody has the right to trample our dreams and our beliefs. In the end I saw that in what helped me survive and still have my dreams, the only thing that I left, stopped to listen to people who just want my bad and now I know that I don't envy that kills affects more. You must have a dream, must be able to imagine, not where you are now, but want to be where the belief is the first step in that everything is completed, think about your dreams and they'll become reality.
I never stopped believing in my dreams and I will never leave. And you will?

tired

yes, I'm tired of disappointments, be they love or even by people who will never change. Don't stand more, I left to suffer by those who don't deserve any of my tears, you for me today is just a page that I still try to turn and make it a part of my past, I tried to fix, but you didn't help and I still trying to understand because of what the end of one day to another. Do you not realize that had I lost? Do you were covered eyes not to see the truth and just stumbled on the steps?
I'm sorry but I can't do anything for you.
But where would I be if we all had not changed, if we dind't finished? I know I was better, the way it was.
I can even forgive you one day, but I doubt if you can forgive yourself, you don't have to live for my forgiveness,, you must live by his forgiveness.
Because your mistakes are just yours and don't mine. MY awareness is clean, and it's is?
My world has changed, but I don't repent of my choices, they made me well and I am still doing, and their choices, the way you want to face things, are you doing today?
Please don't come asking me for a second chance, and that second chances? People never change

Joseph Adam Jonas

How could I, just a fan, prove to you what I feel? if I told you all that I would, maybe you would understand, because what I feel is different from screaming and screaming. What I really would feel is something like missing, something strange to say, but that my life depends on it, something too important, something that I breathe more and more, every day. Every time that I hear your voice a tear rolls on my face as like I miss you, but if you are so far from me? Are miles and miles away but I feel so close, so close. I wanted to be one in a million fans, I shout to the world what I feel, for all know how much I love you. I think this is the right phrase 'I love you', but it is difficult to prove to you how much I love you, isn't an 'I love you' of fan, is something different that goes beyond all and all, something that consumes me inside and gives me strength to live. All the things I say aren't going right and that is something that only I feel and know what means. To me you isn't just another pretty face that all they want, for me is different. If I could show you all this, I show you how I need you here by my side